If your stomach feels weak than my work here is done...
Trapped In My Mind...
(Source: hungrybites)
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Bought my Foster The People ticket.
I’m so excited now! July 7th needs to get here! lol. I really do love them. This is about to be amazing.<3
This is seriously the greatest thing to me right now. I’m so happy for them. And the thought of how much he went through to do this for her. To propose in a special way she’ll always remember. So lovely. <3 I’m just a blob of mush right now. I’m so jealous of her. Haha. Seriously. Cutest thing i’ve seen in AWHILE. Excuse me while I go die from the cuteness…
I guess my problem is;
I don’t like to play games. I don’t like to fuck with emotions. I would never want to string someone along or give them ANY sort of false hope. That shit HURTS and it’s incredibly rude to do that. So excuse me that I don’t want to fuck around and that I want a relationship. I can’t believe it’s such a bad thing to want someone special and for me to be with someone and have it mean something. When did being in a relationship become a bad thing? Seriously.
I accept that I probably won’t be in a relationship for awhile because no one my age wants to be in a relationship. I’m not down to be a fuck buddy or to be lead/strung along. I’m not cool with being just another girl you talk to. I didn’t know commitment was so hard and so undesirable. Silly me.
I wish I was a game changer for some guy. I wish I was wanted just as much as the whoever I liked. for once. Not saying i’ll be alone forever [even though I probably will], but i’ll be alone for awhile. And that sucks. I like being in a relationship, but that seems impossible. But like i’ve said a million times before, a girl can dream, can’t she?
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