January 2010
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time for a change! and YES, you can change things in your life now. there’s never a wrong time to change something that’s making you unhappy or improving your life. stay positive and keep your heads up! :) 2010 needs to be great and i’m going to try my hardest to make things better! hope everyone has a good new years eve & enjoy your new years kisses ;) <3
December 2009
Come Talk With Me by Kara's Flowers
Come talk with me take off your coat sit down for awhile stick around for awhile it’s been a long year my luck is down think I’ll skip town for awhile to search for my smile You look so nice you shine just like an angel but I’m sure that you must get that all the time Have you heard that new song on the radio it reminds me of us but I forget how it goes its been...
“The power of a gun can kill;
and the power of Fire can Burn;
The power of wind...”
– Tupac Shakur, The Power Of A Smile
say WHAT?
1. stop being an asshole
2. i feel like we don’t connect anymore :/
3. i feel like you don’t trust me and that sux, because believe it or not, i’m VERY trustworthy when it comes down to it
4. i HATE that i can’t just talk to you
5. i feel like if i told you the truth, things wouldn’t be so great
6. you need to relax & sleep for ONE DAY. MY orders ;P
7. i...
So I think you've come to the realization...
that I say some pretty weird and random shit. and im okay with that. if it makes you laugh or bring a smile to your face, my job here is done :) i just love to see a smile! and i LOVE long hugs <3 the warmth of love is the best feeling :). so come give me a hug & smile. don’t be shy <3 im rambling again
Ughh
my mood just flipped COMPLETELY. wtf?
Picking Up Pieces by Blue October
I really need to talk with you I keep stepping on the vein That keeps my lifeline flowing thru I wanna be your perfect stick of glue But I don’t feel perfect at all Sad and insecure flaw I find it hard to hold conversations I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away Its not you its strictly me in this situation But, I’m wondering will it ever go away…just go away, still… Sometimes I...
mellow
so what does listening to maroon 5 ALL DAY get me? nothing. lol. but i did get some warm feelings and i forgot how much i LOVE maroon 5, because i’ve been focusing on other stuff. lol.
“Give me something to believe in, cause I don’t believe in you,anymore….”
“Maybe it’s not my weekend. But it’s gonna be my year…”
– All Time Low, Weightless
RELEASE
Family — hmm. well i’m not really big on family anymore. im trying to be, but the thought of family just kinda pisses me off, ONLY because of how my family is. but everyone who DOES have a great family life, hold on to it TIGHT. im super worried about my mom, grandma, and step-grandpa. especially my mom. idk.
Friends — i love my friends to death. but honestly. some of you DO...
REAL QUiCK QUESTiON...
How do you bring up a conversation you really want to have?
omg, your twitter is so annoying.
WHO leeshagurl ;P
dontpokeleesha:
ok im a hypocrite.
fuck spunk ransom for taking spider man 4 !
reblog if you just want someone who loves you!
I LOVE YOU <3
(via diamondvictoria)
Mmmmmm...
So last night [12/26-12/27] I thought about A LOT of shit. It was pretty refreshing actually. And I got a new BOMB ass friend. :) The talks that happened last night, they were needed. I love my friends. So very much <3
Beautiful...
Lately I’ve been hard to reach I’ve been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me Are you trying to get through Are you reaching out for me I’m reaching out for you [Verse 1] I’m just so fucking depressed, I just can’t seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out...
For The Nights I Can't Remember...
[Verse 1:] I see it in the way you would do When no one else could ever get through Holding back til I come around Time and time again you wait for me to comin’ And did you really look my way? Cuz no one coulda seen this coming I would never let you down If I was running back working full time [Bridge:] So I can and I will and you’ll see your hero come running Over and over...
Sweet Dreams
What do you do when you have dreams like that? The dreams that when you wake up, you have to take a moment and say WOAH. Those dreams that make you think for awhile about what they could possibly mean and WHY your mind made you go there. I mean, this dream I just had… wow. I can’t go into specifics, but it really hit a nerve in me. I wish my dream was real, I honestly do. Because I...
Don't Worry, Be Happy.....
Lets all be happy :) All the negative is going to drive all of us insane. Why can’t we just be happy with WHO & WHAT we have. Why must their always be SOMETHING that will top what you have? Why can’t we ever just be satisfied without being greedy and wanting more. Like WTF?! You have a perfectly good sandwhich right in front of you & it ALWAYS makes you happy, But your friend...
Feeling a little sentimental right now...
awww. so I JUST woke up and the first thing I read is your post! That gave me a warm fuzzy feeling. haha. You ROCK! we DO have so much in common! youre quite awesome as well. We’ve been chatting FOREVER. I can’t even remember how we started talking & where. lol. but what matters is that we continue. I hope your christmas goes good too! And that all your hopes/dreams/wishes come...
3AM;;
“Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone….”
damn. just got done cleaning my room. found alot of old stuff. nostalgia is slapping me in the face right now. so much has changed for me in the last year. and i found a bunch of stuff that wouldve made me super sad before, but im weirdly okay right now. so many things i SHOULD’VE said, so many things i SHOULDN’T have...
Nice & Slow
“Let Me Take You To A Place Nice And Quiet…..”
So i’m obsessed with that song right now. hahaha. [Nice &Slow by Usher]. So I really need to go and clean my room, but im lazy. haha. I haven’t laughed so much as I have in the last two days in AWHILE [hope that made sense to everyone & not just me. lol]. I really needed this. Sitting around, chill, with some of...
The Downfall Of Us All....
what happened to everyone? why is everyone so caught up in drugs and getting fucked up? what happened to just sitting down somewhere, like a park or your friends room, and just talk for HOURS. whats so wrong with that? im not saying dont party, but why SO MUCH and SO HARSH. when did talking become so stupid. i’d LOVE to have a day of some of my chill friends, just sitting around, talking....
Get Like You? Naw. Get Like Me...
- i put the jelly on my PB&J’s first. - i like to color. - my favorite color is sky blue. - i like watching the sky/stars/clouds - i love laying in the grass. - i have a hard time getting my feelings out. - i keep my feelings to myself most of the time. - im very selective about who i trust; especially lately. - i like chocolate chip & banana pancakes [seperately] - my friends mean...
